been feeling endless joy for, well, everything. I've said it before, and I'll say it again--I do not want circumstances to define my happiness, but while I remain overwhelmed by the depth and sweetness of my God's love, everything He's given me in life right now is pretty much perfect too. I am so undeserving of all these blessings.
Grace and I talked for a long time the other night about how God in His love prepares us for different things in life. When I consider the care He took to bring my heart to the place it is now--how He has molded me into who I am today--and how He has prepared me for these moments, I feel such confidence and hope in the future. His love knows me intimately, and through every circumstance He crafts my heart to love Him in return and love Him more deeply; how can I not trust Him in whatever He wants to do next?
last night I had a dream that didn't feel like a dream; I was talking to God, and suddenly He gave me a glimpse of heaven. Just a glimpse, a fraction of an instant, and I can't say anything about how it looked except that it was full of intense and overwhelming light; but it felt like nothing I've never felt, something so amazing and beyond understanding that in my dream I begged over and over after that instant, God show me Your glory again, God show me again, God please. I woke up feeling so close to His presence, so captured by His love, still longing for another glimpse.
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